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I moved back to Georgia not long ago, after seven years in Texas, and it didn't take long to hear it again. Bless your heart. That same sing-song lilt from all the years I lived here before. For a second I just stood there, because I couldn't tell if it was kindness or if it was aimed at me.

I've been noticing phrases like that lately. Not just the Southern ones. The everyday ones. "You're fine," said before I've even finished apologizing for something that barely happened. "I'm fine," said by me, to myself, on a day I clearly wasn't.

“ Clear is kind. Unclear is unkind. — Brené Brown, Dare to Lead

From My Chair to Yours

I started a new job recently. Full time. If you’ve been reading along, you know I’ve been in my own Messy Middle, figuring out what this coaching business becomes next. Think of this job as putting the clutch in: something that keeps me rolling while I find the next gear. I’m learning a lot, mostly new software and new systems wrapped around work I already know how to do. I’m also old enough to be the parent of the person training me. In one case, I’m older than her parent. Everyone has been lovely about it.

So I ask questions, because I was told to. And every time someone helps me, I thank them, because I mean it. And almost every time, the answer comes back the same way: “You’re fine.”

It’s quick. Clipped. Not you’re welcome, not my pleasure, just a fast little door closing. I can’t always tell what’s under it. Maybe nothing. Maybe it’s just how people talk now. Maybe it’s the age gap, and I’m the one hearing a whole sentence in two words.

A friend of mine used to say “let’s be clear” right before she told someone off. It sounded neutral. It meant listen carefully Sh*t Head, because I’m right and you’re not. I catch myself doing my own version too, the reflexive “I’m fine” I hand out when someone asks how I’m doing on a day I’m not.

The Lens

We've all got a phrasebook like this. Words that sound like one thing and mean something else.

Some of these phrases we say to other people. Bless your heart is the clearest example, three words that can hold real sympathy, gentle teasing, or a verdict, depending on tone alone. Southerners built it that way on purpose: a way to name someone's mistake without having to own the judgment out loud.

But some of these phrases we say to ourselves. That's the one worth sitting with. I'm fine isn't a phrase we receive from someone else managing our reality. It's one we hand ourselves, usually before we've let the truth catch up. Let's be clear works the same way in reverse, dressing up certainty and control as neutral language.

This is Deflation's native tongue. Deflation is the stage where the truth has already arrived, but naming it out loud feels like too much. So instead of I'm depleted or I don't actually know what I'm doing here, the mouth reaches for something smaller and safer. Fine. You're fine. Let's be clear. The phrase does the work of managing what we don't want seen, by us or by anyone watching.

The freedom isn't in banning these phrases. It's in noticing the moment right before you reach for one, and asking what you'd say instead if you didn't have to soften it.

Reflection

• What's the phrase you reach for when you don't want to say the real thing?
• What would you say instead, if you let yourself?

Until we see each other again, I hope you have a powerful day.

-Joanna

Joanna Douglas
Trusted Guide for Deeper Growth and Life Transitions Founder of Enneagram Ensight

P.S. I kept this list tight on purpose, three phrases, one Deflation. But I know you've got your own. "Well, aren't you something." "With all due respect." The ones from your office, your family, your particular corner of the South or wherever you're from. Hit reply and tell me the phrase that should've made this list, and what it actually means when someone says it to you.